Farm house is quite

Kids are sleeping, dogs aren't here and it's peaceful in the house. I was home from work today because our sitter couldn't babysite today. I tried till 1015 last nite trying to call our other sitter and got no answer. DH is busy mowing so he can bale. He promises after this he'll be around more. I'm not sure if that's good or not hahaha.

So i'm really struggling right now with what to do about work. I really want to stay home but then i have a day like today and it's like AM I SURE I want to stay home?? Miss A is SUCH a fuss bucket. She did sleep all afternoon and C to a nice long nap too. THANK HEAVEN for NAPS!! But then I got called by work about issues and I sat and instant messaged the supervisor in tears b/c i was so frustrated that things have to go wrong when i'm gone and that i'm sure will have a 'talk' tomorrow. Nothing i can really do about issues that come up like they did today. I really need everyone else to step up to the place instead of calling me. I will put down a hr of working for today. I have set my resignation point and when one or both are reached I will resign. Can't stand the word 'quit' b/c i am SO NOT a quitter.

Quitter...not in my vocab. After 5 + IVF attempts, one failed adoption (we had to end it) and heck look at my house! I don't QUIT!! So mom came up with RESIGNING. MUCH better!

SO today, the yard got 1/2 mowed. Man I HATE mowing. I hate the bugs, flying grass and good grief if there is anything in my way i have no mercy. I did something to the mower that left it unusable. No suprise. I see grass i mow it no matter whats underneath it. Much to DH's dismay!! but then don't put me on it. I haven't mowed since last summer when i saw a snake that ended that. But i braved it this time! Saw no snakes. Got two play things put together that i bought out of the paper. One is a Step 2 play and climby thing and the other is a house.

Quit? man was i tempted to throw both things out. WOW what an undertaking THAT was. But they are together and i had to wait for DH to come home and finish it. While working on it I came in to check on the kids and email and someone pulled up in to our driveway. I didn't recognize him so i snuck away from the computer and ran upstairs. He knocked forever. He had a blue tooth, papers, noteboook, and i didn't recognize the license plate. NOw i wished the dogs were here b/c KNOWONE stops when they see THREE dogs laying in the driveway. Heck don't even think about pulling IN TO our driveway with out the rath of MOCHA!!

So i'm not sure who he was but he left and left nothing on the door. No I don't think he was a Jehovah Witness. They know better then to come around here.

Well folks, i think i jumped from one subject to another. But that's my life. Constantly doing something else while thinking something too:) Goodnight house!!