Disgusted

I'm still here!! If I could consistently remember my login, i'd be here more often. After 50+ unsuccessful logins i'm finally in and now i'm so frustrated I don't even know what I was going to blog about.

DH is watching 'Deadlist Catch' on the Discovery Channel. Anyone watch it? Don't start, it's addicting! Speaking of shows FINALLY Sanjai is OFF of American Idol. How did he make it this far?? Oh that's right it's the little 10-13 yr old girls voting for him. And then theres Greys Anatomy. Love that show but it was hard tonite watching Izzy go through with the bone marrow testing for her daughter she had given up 12 years earlier. For obvious reasons that struck a chord in my heart.

Just shortly before my endless attempts at logging on, I was checking out some boards I belong too. Someone had started a thread about being angered at the partial birth abortion ban that got passed. Oh my gosh i had to log off. It bothered me so much especially because women posting about it are struggling themselves to get, or stay, pregnant. I'm not sure who my reader audience is, if anyone for that matter. I really don't want to go at this right now but let me say C was going to be aborted and thank GOD he wasn't. How can one think partial birth abortion is OK. My gosh that child is alive. It's moving in you it could survive.

I must stop or i won't sleep tonite i'm fighting tears back as I type. I saw Addies heart beating at 6 weeks don't tell me she was just a fetus. I felt her moving at 6 months.

And also my heartful prayers go out to those involved in the Virginia Tec murders. SICKENING is what it is. That jack ass makes me want to vomit that did this. And the attention the media is giving him?? That's exactly what he wanted.

I'm pretty angry right now about a lot of issues. Not to mention at work all my outside plant information is GONE. I was glad to leave at 5 today. Discovered it at 4. Ready for the weekend and looking forward to hanging with the kiddos. Jeff's neice is visiting so i'm looking forward to spending time with her.